anonymous. ♥

to you ; sweetheart.

2009-01-31T06:58:00.000-08:00

my love to you will never change.
im yours forever & always.
you're the only one for me.
in my heart, you're in the 1st place.

what i want on VALENTINE :

is that easy for you or too easy?

other things for VALENTINE :

BIG BEAR
ROXY STUFF
PUPPY

♥11.08pm

chinese new year. <3

2009-01-31T05:49:00.000-08:00

this chinese have been my best moment ever, i spent my new year hols with my darling and the family. we went to eat ; play ; receive angpau together. on the 26th of january 2009, we went for a BBQ party at summer garden. that night was so fun : me ; maine ; kwan ; nicole cant stop taking more and more picture. look at the below pictures that we took on that night. =)

♥10.36pm

The third day, SPOTCHECK! =)

2009-01-07T07:50:00.000-08:00

i thought i would never be called to the front when assembly. but it happen *stupid!* they say i dye my hair. i have been dye-ing my hair since im form 2, do you think the colour ad go off long long ago? they dont believe thats "natural" colour. but actually is not le. im just not very satisfied with the way the perfect talk to me. no point asking me did i dye my hair? of course when i say no, you dont even believe right? so whats the point! dumb*my school have a very stupid rules, let me list out everything that i feel so ridiculous ; *im sure you'll laugh your ass out lar*

1st : tidak boleh membawa sikat yang terlalu besar.
2nd : menggunakan tandas kelas yang lain dengan senjaga.
3rd : tidak datang ke sekolah pada pada persekolahan tetapi hadir selepas waktu persekolahan akan dianggap ponteng sekolah.
4th : memakai bingkai berwarna/bingkai cermin mata melebihi 5mm/kanta sentuh berwarna.
5th : membeli makanan melebihi had maksimum iaitu 2 pinggan atau mangkuk.
6th : bercakap dengan kuat atau membuat bising semasa di kantin.
7th : mengambil peralatan dari gerai untuk makanan bekalan sendiri.

there's more rules that makes me think that school's teacher are jealous of our beautility. you know why? cos every rules they set for us is totally ugly for us, do you think so? why they dont let us dye our hair, is because we looks nice. why cant we over piercing, is because we looks nice too. why we cant wear the short stoking, because we look nice. why we cant leave our nails long like other teachers, because we'll look nicer than them. why cant we leave our frinch long and fashion hair are not allow? is because they JEALOUS! they scare us will looks gorgeous than them. think yourself le. school rules suck le. they say the school rules is good for us, but look carefully. every rules they make, makes us ugly! i dont think our hair, nails, socks and lots more will influence our study lo. all they want is THE SCHOOL'S REPUTATION! alla, somemore say is for our own good. is not even related to our future for god sake. i really sick of their rules and by the way, this is my last year of this school. so i wont break their damn rules. since they want the reputation so much. =) you'll see what'll i do on the last day of school. end of story!

p/s: im not encouraging you to break the school rules, im just TELLING you! hahaha. =)

i lost my FILA bottle! =(

2009-01-06T06:13:00.000-08:00

what the hell, i hate chung hwa student. is just a bottle, they still wanna stole! why are they being so cheap? malehh. if you want i'll buy for you a new one. you dont have to stole a bottle that ad have my saliva. fuck them off lar. my sweetheart is gonna buy me a nike bottle. if they dare to stole again, see le what'll i do! conclusion : their hands is damn fuck lo.

im not waiting for the 5th. =(

2009-01-02T11:50:00.000-08:00

im so worry about the school reopen. cos i haven done my moral folio yet. shit de lar. will pn.lee scold? i dont think she'll lo, shes too good de. i think so. but sometime she's SIAO wan lo. scold here and there, like never scold people before. hahaha. sometime shes really good. example ; when i dint do her works she gave, she dont even care. this what i feel she's good of. i tell you lo, FOLIO sucks man! we get NOTHING but the f**king useless marks. for what?! when school reopen im gonna ask all those teachers who ask us to do folio, what folio meant for? see what they answer me. *isshh* FOLIO suchs a pain in the ass le. after the school reopen, i cant spend my most free time with my sweetheart and friends. everything goes to TUITION. hiah* sedih betul... =(

he said that! loves much*

2009-01-02T07:51:00.000-08:00

he said ; *i would ever let you free from my heart ever again*
cant you see, he's too sweet! ♥

im very happy of what he say. so i hope he'll keep his promise forever and never try to break it as well. i take this relationship serious, so i dont hope you'll ever escape from my heart.

i love you, sweetheart! there's nothing can ever sneak into my heart and replace YOU! noone could do that. there's only you can pump my every single beat of my heart. you're my one and the only ONE. ♥

me & you forever and always. <3

new year eve. =)

2009-01-01T07:35:00.000-08:00

actually i dont have any plan, but ard 8 something sweetheart called me and asked come to his house to celebrate new year. cos his dad is cooking crab and prawn on that night. ard 10 something we went to summer garden and celebrate new year. when i went there, kwan and maine quickly drag me into the toilet and show me something really funny. the toilet in summer garden was so cute. they got ass cleaning and ass dryer. hahaha. issit funny? =) so we went out and play. at 1st we play a-e-i-o-u. and then we play pepsi-cola. hahaha. at sharp 12, alot of fireworks are *spread* to the sky! thats was wonderful. its really beautiful. me and justin was romanticly enjoying that moment together. at 1something, we went home and rest. so i plan to sleep over justin's house. so his mum called my mum. so i allowed to stay over his house. woohhooo* i planned to watch quarantine, but we're too sleepy. thats was the day i sleep the most well. cos while im sleeping, he use his hand and you know is like sayang-ing the baby. so nice! =) i felt so comfortable and protectable! okay.. the next morning ; at ard 10something we woke up, have a clean up cos we plan to go netcity at 1130. after everything, we went to fetch yao yao and marcus and straight to netcity. ard 2something we went to mamak stall and have our lunch. after that we continue our game and till 5 his dad came to fetch us back. actually we plan to go park with maine and kwan. but too bad it rain. hiah. so we went home and wait for fabian to finish his kumon works. after he finish his works, we went down and play drift. hahaha. fabian is absolutely pro man! hahaha. the moment that i DONT wish is ad reach, i dont wanna go home! but i have to. hiah* i have to wait till sunday then only i can get to see him again. arrrgggghhhhh!

pmr result just reach the day.

2008-12-29T21:57:00.000-08:00

*THE BOLT*

my sis and maine was so worried about their result. my sis keeps calling me and asked me how. hahaha. so i told her, if you got study you dont have to worry at all. so same to maine as well too. after took back the result, we straight away went home and have our lunch. no longer we went to cty to buy a thing something like BOLT for my hamster to play. me and kwan run home like chicken cos we scare of the sun. hahaha. but maine and ariel walk like a tortoise. *laugh loudly* when we reach new world park, we went in nice day. i wanna a mini bear *brown in colour* but too bad ; dont have. =( so we went back to the shop. we took out the thing that we bought for the hamster and put it in that thing. hahaha. you know what, thats was so damn freaking CUTE! looks really like a bolt le. kwan like my boy boy so much, but too bad her mum dont let her to buy hamster. but is okay le. i can share boy boy with her. hahaha. today i feel so tired and sleepy cos i wake up early in the morning. *thanks to ariel and maine* but i feel so sorry for them. they're tired of waking me up. im such a lazy PIG. days without justin really dont makes me feel good. im bored and i'll find anything just to fill my free time. walk ; talk ; gossips ; anything. =X

p/s: my life is empty without him. seriously empty.♥

i bought a HAMSTER.

2008-12-29T05:57:00.000-08:00

29th of december ; i bought a hamster. his name is boy boy. =)

cant you see he's laughing? =)

spot the ball. =)
my boy boy. ♥ searching for foods. =)posing. =P *cute lo*
shhh. sleeping!

why look at me? hahaha.

my spiderhamster.

licking for some water. =)omgosh, you're too yummy! *jk*

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christmas night. ♥

2008-12-27T07:56:00.000-08:00

our christmas present! ♥

my boyfriend ♥ and yao yao.

kwan, her mum, andrea and poor lil fabian.
cousins. except me and ariel.

im so happy. i'll never forget this day. 24th of december 2008 ; me and the whole family of them making a small lil christmas party at maine's house. her dad is serving us at that night. but when ariel reach in front of the door, something happens ; the whole house had no electricity. im not blaming him anyways, im just telling. hahaha. actually before the electricity been lost/cut, me, maine and kwan tought that yao yao is the one who switch off our room's light and close the door. *silly us* : ard 9something, the electric cames back. =) everyone was like *wooohhoooo* ; so the gentlemans quickly grab the monopoly and have a seat on the floor and *PLAY* ; about ladies, i mean me and maine, i asked maine to teach me piano. she taught me FALL FOR YOU. so nice! at last i know how to play. but only the begin. not till the end of the song ; the FOODS, we have spagetti, sausages, mashed potato, and black pepper chicken. *yummyyyyy* ; for me, i like the sausages the most. so tasty! i got 3 present for my christmas.

1st : from shee kwan, handphone chain.

2nd : from maine and her mum, nail polish from thefaceshop.

3rd : from ariel, nail polish too from thefaceshop.

so happy after getting all those present. =)

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dream come TRUE.

2008-12-21T21:31:00.000-08:00

he say he wanna buy me a BEAR after getting his 1st salary. so happy! actually i got 3 choices. 1st: BEAR. 2nd: high heels. 3rd: couple rings. i dont wanna heels is because since he's working de, so the chance i go out is less. so heels will be rare for me to wear. we have so many couple stuff so we dont need a ring le, by the ways i dont wear ring everytime. so i choose BEAR, i can hug it every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every year, and FOREVER!

with ♥ ;
your baby.

16th of DECEMBER 2008

2008-12-15T21:05:00.000-08:00

the day he start working, and i feel happy and sad. at last he got his favourite work, and i think he'll be more independent now. so im very happy about it. but the time he could spend with me is lesser. eventhough, i dont blame him for that. im so happy! dont he buy a present when he get his 1st salary? hahahaha. im just too lil too greedy. =)

happy couple. ♥

2008-12-11T01:19:00.001-08:00

P.E.A.C.E!hot chicks is on the air. ♥

we're LESBIAN. =)

i ♥ you, JUSTIN!

maine and ariel. ♥

i just ♥ to press his BREAST. =)

piggy backing me, please!

hug tighter le, ariel. let her cant breath.

hahaha. just now he hug you. now you hug him back.

they're GAY. *love it* ♥

am i pretty? no. hahaha.

2 in 1. thats we called LOVE.

kiss her, ariel! ♥

before christmas. ♥

2008-12-11T00:25:00.000-08:00

this is what we bought. theres still alot at maine's house. =)

FAMILY! ♥shop till crazy. hahaha.

the GIRLFRIEND a.k.a the MOLESTER.

the coolest drug addict.

snatch just for A trolly. *dumb*

the S.W.A.T

the craziest BROTHERS. they're GAY. *but i dont mind.*

aisehh, pro lo..

you saw someone ber-maksiat? =)

yeng leh? my darling.

yao yao, gambateh!

kwan, ready to beat yao yao?

that was ariel. maine, i know you feel hes so yeng now.

fabian, you looks so cute. hahaha.

is that coke taste good? kwan.

yao yao, you look super retarded.

look at me, the mushroom soup is delicious.we're the happy FAMILY! ♥

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9th of december.

i went gurney with darling, maine, ariel, fabian, kwan and kasper.

that was so fun! we bought so many things for christmas.

we went mega Q for an hour.

then we continue shopping till the end of time. =)

- The End -

i wish for surprise too!

2008-12-06T08:56:00.000-08:00

i wish i could have..............

1. YOU! *JUSTIN LOOI*

2. a big big big big big BEAR.

3. a long rectangle in shape's purse. *ROXY* p/s: i want those new arrival. not the old. =)

4. a straighten hair.

5. a dress.

6. a high heels.

7. the latest jj album.

8. a nintendo. *white in colour*

9. a happy family.

10. MONEY!

- T.h.e. E.n.d -

p/s : do you think im a lil bit over? ask for too much things from the santa claus. NO! Peoples are like that, they're that greedy sometimes. =) Right?

attention!

2008-12-06T08:52:00.000-08:00

shee kwan, there's surprise for you this christmas!
MAINE, dont tell her about it. hahaha.
let it be a surprise for her. she'll love this so much.
you know how i know there's a surprise for her this christmas?
santa claus told me about that. =) he sent me a dream. it's true!

i miss you like this much.

2008-12-05T09:22:00.000-08:00

are you missing me this much too? *smiles*

happiness bring SMILE*

2008-12-05T09:07:00.000-08:00

i dont know why, i feel so happy nowadays. i can feel his LOVE more each days. what can i do to make him love me more. im greedy! i cant do anything. hahaha. i'll trying not to miss him much de. but i cant, not even a minute im starting to miss him de. everytime i leave him, my every piece of my heart SPLIT. =( but i love one of his funniness is his PIG face. so cute! he could do anything just for me. example, i drop my some shoe decoration into the drain, he willing to pick it up for me. there's nothing for me not to love him more. no reason for me to forget him. even there's a single reason for me to leave him, i wont leave him still. because I LOVE HIM. charmaine and ariel ; i wish both of you HAPPY TOGETHER! hahaha. will you all wish me that too? *im hoping*

stop that!

2008-12-02T23:15:00.000-08:00

stop smsing my BOY! understand? f**k

12th of november 2008.

2008-12-02T22:48:00.000-08:00

the day i took off my braces. and it was so nice. =) do i look prettier or worst?

im sorry!

2008-11-27T20:00:00.000-08:00

im sorry about misunderstand you, emily. now i trust you! =)

my everything. <3

2008-10-14T06:31:00.000-07:00

he complete my heart.

11th of May 2008.

the sweetest moment.

never forget.

dog dont talk. they BARK, bitch like how you do.

2008-08-05T03:08:00.002-07:00

a simple english you still dont know. i teach you. dogs they dont talk human language, but they could bark! what a shame for the school. do you know you are in a english educated school? i wonder how you came in here. hahaha. tomorrow is your end of your life. so WATCH OUT! watch your ass too. i might bite your ass tomorrow. cos you know im a mad dog. hahaha. omgossh. just now mooncake festival just pass. but i dint get to eat MOONCAKE. what a waste. next time remember to treat me eat your handmade mooncake yea. i want a mooncake as huge as you! can? lmao.

My heart and soul.

2008-08-04T23:33:00.000-07:00

they complete me!
love them.
dont ever mess with them.
they will ---- you!

specially for CHING WEN.

2008-08-04T11:28:00.000-07:00

yeah, im a f**king dog. and whats joey feed me? she feed with your huge ass,man! i smell your fart each time you walk pass me. CHING WEN! you know yourself well, my good sake. unless you use your f**king ass and think. hahaha. we dont act like a gangster. but this is what you think of us with your useless brain. we do have backup if you wants to mess with us. and we are waiting. mess with us in school. dont do things behind us cos you know im behind you smelling your SHIT. we do know when you are shitting us ard. and i wanna leave some encouragement for you. i suggest you to go for a plastic surgery. cos your face look like a round and flat mooncake. you makes me think of MOONCAKE FESTIVAL.hahaha. you walk like a humpty dumpty, you know. with a shaky ass swinging ard. whoa. thats hot. but too bad it does not refer to you. so sad. i mean for you. no matter how hard you swing your f**king ass. you still looks super duper UGLY. you really make my day sometimes. you wanna have a mess with us, prepare a backup! and clean your SHIT after your process of defaecation. yeah, i bet you dont know whats DEFAECATION. right? look up the dictionary. we are science stream student so we talk scientificly. not like YOU. talk COCK! i tell you dont ever talk cock with us if you dont have one. if you talk such thing, chop off your DADs. hahahaha. and put it on you. and you can start the cock debate with us. we can talk cock cos our boys have one. i think you dont have any boys yet, right? it ends here, screw us up baby! we are waiting!

what a sad day.

2008-08-04T10:44:00.000-07:00

Im really unhappy with him and Emily. They go for the same tuition. What they do there, I wont know.
Im curious, and im scare. I know they cant hold, kiss or touch in the tuition. But they could sweet talk. I cant imagine my BOYFRIEND sweet talk with the other BITCH! I cant tell him this cos he will scold me for suspecting him. I love him. And I want him to know that I trust him. He’ll never understand me. I tell him im not angry. For telling him all this SHIT. Which GIRLFRIEND wont jealous if the BOYFRIEND so damn close with other girl. Noones I bet. I know he know her since they’re 7 months baby. But why they ends up becomes FRIENDS? Why not couples? Why! I know, I don’t know him that long. He told me, and maine told me that too, Emily wont like him. But I don’t believe. Its impossible. Even myself get addicted with his sweet words. So whats if HER. Is the same. He bought her a present as known as the 1st present. I really really jealous. He don’t even buy me a single present for my birthday. And whats funny, he FORGOT! He forgot my birthday. Actually I don’t want anything from him. I just want LOVE from him. It seems to be like so hard for him to give me that? Saturday, he went out with his cousin, maine. And when ready to go back home, he saw Emily. They talk and talk and talk. I regret that I dint go at that time. I should skip my fucking tuition and go with him. Why? Why am I so stupid for not following him? I know im not as HOT as her! I admit. I want him to know that I love him, only him!

P/s: Don’t be greedy, ppl. Just let it go and pick the one you really love.